Saturday, December 17, 2005

My idol. The new prince od showbiz
Hosting. Acting. Singing. Acting. Dancing.
He'd done them all
His funny & wild antics while hosting are memorable
His slick dance steps in MTVs are perfect
His acting style is plain cool in "Dou Yu 2"
His songs are sang with a sincerity from his heart
His dark eyes flickered of rebellion & character

Like a chamelon, he can imitate people easily
Whether it's vocals or other characteristics
A self-proclaimed 'quan wang' who's good in playing games
Making him a vibrant character
Unpredictable & impromptu performances with Dee Hsu were much anticipated & eentertaining
Though it's sorely missed now

His first solo concert had been a success
But his dad didn't manage to watch him perform
His courage to go on will propel other artistes too
The Show will go on.


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yunn. at 2:11 PM

My idol, the perfect pop princess
The new queen of dance.
Taiwan's answer to Ayumi.

I noticed this doe-eyed 19 year old called Jolin 6 years ago.
i love her eyes
From 'Don't Stop' to 'Show Your Love'
I enjoyed those pop ditties dished out by her
She vanished without a trace years ago
I thought that will be the last I would see of her, like other young stars

She reinvented herself with Magic 72
That number was so popular that everyone knew the dance steps to it
Great job done

I just wondered what did she see in Jay?
At least her 'gd fren' Show's better..
More witty & cute
Maybe next time I'll dedicate an entry to him
The versatile artiste whose another idol of mine

Lastly, I adore J's trendsetting fashion sense
Her manicures & copper brown hair
Ooh..my idol..


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yunn. at 2:00 PM

Few people will consider art as a form of mischief
But think again.
Vandalism. Graffiti. Tattoos. Piercings.
Various ways of mischief & symbols of rebellion.
Especially vandalism, destruction is thrilling
Though reconstruction is loathsome.

The art of all these mischievous deeds lies in its relative minor impacts
Compared to arson & murder
That's the beauty of the art form
Hovering along the lines of criminal acts
But never crossing them.

Try telling this to a convicted life sentence prisoner
He'll kill you for it
If only he had realised it earlier.
So enjoy yourself while you can.
The ultimate art of mischief



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yunn. at 1:48 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Why?

Why the worst things in life always happen to me?
Why is it that i step on the accelerator of the car, the wheels of my car just sink deeper into the mud?
Why are there always imperfections in my best works?
Why taking precautions does not prevent but prompt disasters to occur?
Why the more I resist falling, the likelihood of me falling is higher?
Why I am always not sure of whether I am working in the right direction?
Why people always remember the times when they felt anguish & pain but forget happiness easily?
Why people usually focus on that little blemish & the rest of the beautiful piece of work gets ignored?
Why the problems always lie in me?
Why I can cheat the rest of the world but not myself?
Why saying 'no' is the most difficult?
Why is it that when I use mud to build a luxurious penthouse, all I get is still a pile of mud?
Why are rats scared of cats, cats afraid of dogs, dogs frrightened by tigers & tigers are scared of hunters?
Why is the city of London different from what it was a century ago?
Why is it that my friends stay wrinkle-free, while I'm in desperate need of Botox?
Why do I complain when I am given a choice & yet be stuck in a dilemma when I'm given one?
Why???
These mind-boggling questions will pop in people's heads at some point in life.
So, don't try to deny it.
It occurs.
It happens.
Because we are human after all.


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yunn. at 4:23 PM

There's a reason to everyhting we do.
But there shouldn't be one
When it comes to making ourselves & others happy.

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yunn. at 4:20 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

IF I HAD THE WINGS OF AN ANGEL

I can fly to the moon
Settle in a cosy corner of heaven
Descent to Earth to see the worlds happenings

I can go anywhere I like
No external transportations needed
Helps to cut costs & conserve the environment

If I had the wings of an angel
All my wishes will come true
Only if...


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yunn. at 9:08 PM

New idiom of the day

to beard the lion in his den - to visit & oppose a person on his own grounds
eg. Having decided to beard the lion, I stormed into the manager's office to ask for a raise.

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yunn. at 8:54 PM

A pen. To the cleaner, it is just a piece of rubbish on the ground.
A pen. To the karung guni man, it is just a piece of plastic not worth recycling.
A pen. To the average housewife, it is something that they will buy if a dozen sells for a dollar.
A pen. To the clerk, it is important for them to take down details of telephone calls.
A pen. To the student, it is a useful exam tool.
A pen. To the poet, it is a powerful tool to relay 'Save the world' messages.
A pen. To the writer, it is essential to stir up emotions & build up characters.
A pen. To the blogger, it is useless.
Why? Because we use the keyboard, not the pen to make our voices heard.



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yunn. at 10:33 AM

Never underestimate the power of the truth
Because the truth shall remain as the truth forever
No one can live long enough to beat the truth
So trust the truth
because it never lies.


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yunn. at 10:31 AM

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Talking about rollercoasters, 2 poor girls got flung out of a rollercoaster 'Alpha 8' at Downtown East Escape themepark. Investigations are still going on, so perhaps you won't find me at Escape anytime soon. Cuz I love that ride & go-kart, the others? Nah. No interest. So I find no good reason to splurge my money on go-kart alone.

But foryunately, I found one good way to kill time. Singing karaoke. Yesterday, I was at Kbox with 2 of my friends & we sang a total of 6 hours! It's a miracle that my voicebox is still intact, though I had been munching on tidbits throughout the k-ing slot. Wahah!

Jay's songs took up the majority, with JJ & Stefanie. Gladys lov Jay & stef, can't help it though. And I love Jolin, singing & dancing to her songs. G made a nice comment that I was keeping up well with Jolin's dance steps..Haha Thanks G!

Besidez that we watched a coupla of mVs, Show's zhenmingtianzi rox, Energy's every hit rox!
I love Energy
Even though toro & milk left...Sigh..The Energy legacy has come to an end.



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yunn. at 10:48 AM

Saturday, December 03, 2005

The joys of being young
To some it's an age devoid of worries & responsibilities
To some it's an age free from financial & social burdens
To some it's an age where nothing seems impossible
To some it's an age where dreams & aspirations flourish
To most it's an age that they failed to cherish in their eager hopes to grow up

Now, people are fighting the wars to stay young, healthy & most importantly, wrinkle-free
Using money to buy time seems unrealistic
But using cash to buy youth on the form of products & surgery
Seems to get on fine with people
The unfortunate ones are coping with the onslaught of bankruptcy & pending divorces
What a regretful life as a 'grown-up'
It never seem that way when we were young
The adults seem to get anything they want
While we kiddos can't
What childish minds think will always remain as beautiful illusions
About an ideal life as a grown-up
We should have left those childish thoughts in childhood
Age is fast catching up
Though I'm still in the teenage phase
There's no doubt that it can travel faster than I do
So brace for the future
Laugh at the naive thoughts of the past
And leave them where they are supposed to belong



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yunn. at 3:32 PM

Natural flair. inborn ability. Talent
Talents can be nurtured from young
Minds can be cultured to think creatively
Constantly seeking new innovations & ways to improve
Unleashing potential which remains unknown
Life's unpredictable and talent shall never dictate the route in life
Though it may give an edge
But never guaranteed success
The ease to win others
The superiority attained by beating others
The overwhelming sense of achievement

Musical, sporting talents from all over the globe
Spotted at a tender age
No doubt the legacy of the legendary musicians & sportmen will continue to live on
Mozart, Bach, Pele & George Best
Will still remain as the best
While the young upstarts live under the shadows of the once-greats
Finding their own identities will be difficult
For everyone will view this promising newcomer as the next XXX
The great hoo-ha may drum up popularity
But doesn't help to build up personality
Instead drugs & booze will build up notoriety
Leading on to the road to self-destruction

The overpowering urge to be outstanding
Yet fame & prestige withstanding
A different passage in time
A different phase in life

Time never ends
But life does


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yunn. at 3:07 PM

Friday, December 02, 2005

Life has never been like that
I longed for metamorphesis to happen to me
Why do only caterpillars get the rare chance to morph into a butterfly?
The wonderful transformation into something that is drastically different
Roaming a different part of the world with a different identity

Talking about changing identities
It's quite prevalent in spy novels & flicks
With a little disguise
Whether it's a beard, shades, clothes, hat
Armed with a forged passport ( may be more than one when it comes to a skilled spy or assasin )
The world is your playground
It always sounded easy for the protagonists
But i doubted so in real life
Real life always differ from reel life
It abolishes the laws of countries & rules of nature
It demolishes hopes & dreams
It eliminates wishful thinking

I used to long for a change in identity
A form of escape from my current life
Not a good solution though
Not very feasible
Just an illusion
Beautiful illusions








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yunn. at 12:05 PM

the boredom of staying put in the house during the holidays
to imagine how much i've saved by having lunch at home
to think how much fun will i have if i were out with friends
i don't portray myself as a trapped soul
nevertheless in search of relentless freedom
that had constantly eluded me

yet in the comforts of my new computer, plasma tv & hi-fi set
what more should i ask for
but as human nature presides over our thoughts
laziness & greed awash
our minds & soul
uncontrollable & unpredictable it seems
even though we may make no effort to

the ramblings of daily slacking life
isn't the true joy of life
as the saying goes
live a fulfilled life
have a heart to serve others in need
there shall never be regrets
but who knows
every dying person has their own list of things left undone
wills left unwritten, year-end bonuses left unclaimed
but time is a heartless creature
no mighty power or tremendous riches is enough to turn the clock back
you may manipulate your own clock to be 5 minutes slower
but that just means the rest of the world is 5 minutes ahead of you
it makes no sense to do that
though i never doubt that there must be a fool on the other side of the Earth will do that
it's not an entirely stupid notion
just a dream harboured by some brave souls

never doubt the dreams of others
realise your own's first
before casting doubts over others' abilities
judge yourself before raising the passing bar for others
not another case of double standards

those following the news will know of this drug smuggling case
vietnamese in singapore whose an australian citizen
straining bilateral ties
leaving the australian public split over singapore gov decision
first driven by greed
now notoriety
unexpectedly attracting sympathy & compassion
that should have been reserved for yet another AIDS orphan

funny isn't it?
the world that we are in
or rather unwittingly find ourselves in

i absolutely can't imagine i wrote so much without a proper script
like i said it's just the daily ramblings of a teenage girl
no politically right comments
and shall never touch politics due to political apathy syndrome
it's not an illness
but has since affected the majority of local youngsters

that's all folks!
end of my crapping
this is life



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yunn. at 11:24 AM

sounds poetic???

Sometimes, it simply just aches to think
To wonder how that beautiful illusion turned extinct.
Sometimes, those salty drops that trickle downInflict more damage than it may sound.
Sometimes, when a beautiful stranger saunters by
Let those winds caress but keep soarin high.
Sometimes, as nightmares, sweet dreams haunt at night
That irony sparks off memories that still feel so right.
Sometimes, unfathomable poison grips the heart
But blessed with serenity, it embraces a pristine start.
Sometimes, to emancipate grains of sand that will never be
Harbours the quitessence of happiness to fly free.





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yunn. at 11:21 AM